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Sunday, November 05, 2006Today I went to watch a broadway musical with my brother at Victoria Theatre. The musical was called "a little house of horrors", featuring the returning cast of the dim sum dollies, namely pam oei, selena tan and emma yong. It was an eye widening experience, given that I am a boor and simply not cultured enough to appreciate art, left alone an offbeat musical like aLHH. I managed to enjoy myself sufficiently for that moment, but when I think about returning to work, I finally contemplated (lately I may add) why Mondays were so blue for grown ups. (well back then, guys sold their souls to the devil, so mondays were coerced slavery) The idea is, now we do it for a living, so it is an alternative form of servitude.~ ~ There is this song called the Moment, and indeed we are all about that. The longer you look at time pass, the slower it goes. If you do something, then all moment will cease to exist, as time exists in the now. We do rush to wait, and wait to rush again, and simply get caught up in this rat race. For me, I tend to extend my weekends by sleeping less (I slept at 330am on friday and saturday), and in the process, feel more worldly. I feel it is a form of catharsis, as you get rid of the miasma in the body for two days, and to absorb it back again involuntarily for the next five. I guess it is yin and yang, and like any good practitioner, it is a necessary evil. ~ ~ You can't have the cake and eat it. You have got to spend the effort to bake it as well. But the idea is if one likes cakes in the first place. There are two types of planning, short term and long term. Short term is monies-oriented, and long term is career-oriented. I do blame myself at being so ambiguous about my long term plan, but I suspect I know what I want. I want to do some work with humans, not objects. That is all I have established so far. It takes a wrong path to realise the right. And thankfully, it is pretty early in life, when I am not established or burdened. But firstly, I will work hard at my job now, and adopt a wait-and-see attitude, if things do improve. I want to give it a good shot, and anything within the range of 1/2 year is good, though in terms of opportunity cost, the lessons learnt may not be so useful at all. I fix my foresight on making life better for my family first, and my own aspirations should come later. That should sustain my desire for a while. ~ ~ Ideals are for the dreamer, and now is for the realist. weijie froze in time on 5.11.06
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