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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 I was relatively busy, and revisiting my blog has been secondary to me, for lack of ideas and for lack of passion elsewhere. I have been kept sufficiently entertained, and also in the process, made myself morally bankrupt. It is incredible the ideas that go on within, and I just sway with the flow for now. ~ ~ Life has been pretty mundane thus far, when morning blurs itself into evening. I cannot tell time unless I go out for lunch. The next time I see the clock, I get ready to call it a day. I am a lucky man, I must admit, since I make it a point to knock off on time, and work can never be finished in my opinion. It helps that I do not take charge of my work entirely, but more akin to a factory line, where I am but one component. I make sure that ground work is covered well, and the production line takes care of itself. The policies produced are often unrecognizable, although they do achieve some stated purpose/s. ~ ~ So far, work has been passable, although I still want to leave if other openings present themselves. Rather than lull myself into a state of denial, it is imperative to clarify what to do with life. I used to make fun of weekends and holidays, but now cherish my nights as if they are precious figments of my existance. I still try to make time for my family and my brother in particular, who is undergoing adolescence, if such a period can be justified. As far as I can, I am democratic and consultative in my approach. I still think my brother does not go outdoors often enough. I do not want him to be insular, and follow in my footsteps. ~ ~ My father came in for a chat as I penned this entry, since it is rare I am sleeping in later than usual due to leave. Among things, I persuaded him to take a backseat, as it is now time for me to contribute to the family bacon. He told me not to worry and to pursue what I really wanted to do. In between, it has been a while, and my insistence is that family and friends take precedence over work, which I believe is only a means to fulfil sustanance. Adopting a detached attitude towards work will get me nowhere, but I think it will be more than satisfying later. ~ ~ Meanwhile it is time to take stock, and to run up some options for year end, since I am bereft of ideas how to live it fruitfully. I enjoyed walking downhill (and the fresh air) from my workplace last week, when my boss was away and I had an extended lunch. Perhaps I will visit some reserve or reservoir on a weekend (only secondary landscapes left) and see if I can clear myself from the miasma of city-dwelling. I hope to revive the laid-back nature in me, rather than live at the pace of my work. weijie froze in time on 28.11.06

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